It’s taken ten years to get to this point.
Through the haze of shattered promises and gut wrenching letdowns something snapped.
I finally realized.
Enough is enough.
If I valued myself the time is now to say nothing and actively stop the cycle of abuse.
I am done.
I will no longer hope for what could be or despair at what was.
I’m reborn stronger. New. Free of the empty abyss.
No longer a prisoner of want, waiting to be sucked into the black hole of future days never meant to be.
Days I know won’t be.
It’s the hurt keeping you in. The relationship I wanted will never be.
Can never be.
Today I make the decision. The only decision I can make.
I will no longer hope, look forward to or play games with this malicious person.
I am not equipped to play equally with them, thank God.
They are black holes.
I am a father, a star a business man and today! August 3rd, 2021, I vow to never fall into the web of deceit and betrayal again. She is nothing to me. A person to deal with. A impediment to parenting. A person I no longer need to hear from.
I am done and freeing myself of the drudgery of low self esteem and fighting to find meaning in what is complete chaos.
Today, I take back my power. Forever.
I say goodbye to the ME that would stand for less than I deserve.